is it because i'm ugly?

 you're right i'm not pretty. i don't have beautiful eyes like others girl,i'm short and nerd. Maybe i'm not kind of girl that boys will fall in love with. Sometimes i wonder why should i have this feeling? that feeling when you wanted to be pretty in front of guy you liked but you can't. I just feel that i'm ugly,i'm ugly i'm ugly all the times.i'm sad bcs i'm ugly. Sometimes i asked God,dear God why should i fall in love when i'm not a good lover?why should i fall in love with a boy that i can't get? i don't understand. if love's blind why he doesn't looks at me the way i am? is someone out there would think i'm pretty?is someone out there would treat me like a princess? oh why am i so insecure? i'm 15 and all i want is to be pretty bcs of love. love is suck for me. i wanted to be pretty bcs i wanted to get his love.am i crazy?am i stupid? 

being a teenage is not easy(sometimes),sometimes you have to face the reality wich is far from your expectations.