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I don’t know how much longer that I have to put up with you.
I’ve been hiding everything in my heart.
Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other.
Though I am indifferent. Do you know how much have I have to force myself?
Can’t you hear my heart calling for you, loving you.
But I can’t release my heart out for anyone to know.
Can’t you hear my heart’s waiting there for you.
Waiting for you to feel it. I was hoping that you will realize someday.
Though I love you, though I feel (your love). But deep down inside, I can’t dare to tell you.
Can’t you hear my heart calling for you, loving you.
But I can’t release my heart out for anyone to know.
Can’t you hear my heart waiting there for you, waiting for you to feel it.
And I was hoping that you will realize that this woman still love you.
Anyway, some day, you will know……

That was a song i took from my favorite movie. 

And i think that's how i feel right now. I'm waiting for you with this rain,waiting for you to falling for me. I want to show you that my feeling are real,sometimes i can't help myself for falling to you. It goes too deep and maybe you will never know. 

Everytime you walked in front of me,or you just sat in front of me it just like i wanna say :

"hey,do you know? I'm so madly deeply in love with you. Don't you know that? Don't you know how much i care about you?do you know that there's a girl waiting you?do you know that there's a girl whose called your name in every night before she goes to sleep?it's me!

Do you know what's makes my day? Talking with you.

Do you know what's my moodbooster?your laugh and smile. 

Just please don't break my heart again,please just falling for me not her. I've been waiting for so 

long. I'm waiting for you to feel it,feel what i feel."

Sometimes i just hate myself because why am i still waiting for you,but you waiting for her? Why am i fall in love with you,but you fall for her? 

Dear the stars and the moon in the sky,please tell him,tell him that there's a girl whose really loves him. Tell him that he's perfect for me,tell him that he's not alone. 

Dear the rain behind the clouds, tell him that my love for him would never go,tell him that i always thinking about him with you every night in this november. 

Can't you hear my heart calling for you?

Can't you hear my heart waiting there for you?

For you to falling for me...