19:44 for hate myself

I just REALLY hate myself now. 

Useless

Dumb

Unwanted

Unloved

Insecure

Worthless 

Would someone out there kill me right now? Cz i really really don't want to be here. I hate this world for sure.

Nobody can makes me feel safe or happy(for always) i think. People are hurting me right now. 

Whenever i feel happy this second and than the next second i feel like the world is sucks for me. 

I am an over human,manja and the other things that sucks and kills me slowly.

I have to change myself to be the better person,but it's hard. 

I am so complicated that's why people ignored & don't understand me.

That's okay if people hate me,because i think i HATE myself too.